Today I found out my wonderful, beautiful, best friend, Sparrow, is dead. He is gone. The worst part, I never got a chance to say good bye to my furry friend, who always love me, and greeted me so happy whenever I came home from work. Unlike my cats, he always had time for me! Always. He made me happy whenever I felt down, and was an amazing listener believe it or not. Not with the whole sit and come here, but whenever I had a problem he'd always sit down by me with his paw and look up at me.
His bark was amazing too, not like other dogs, one you could always point out too, but as my wife pointed out, like an old man "whooing" haha It was hard to believe it came from such a sweet small dog.
He also became one of Bam's best friends too, which my cat doesn't always let dogs into his life, being a cat he has a bad history with mean doggies.
I would try to snap shots of those two having 'gay' moments. It never work, once they saw the camera their cuddling stop and they would run over and tackle me haha, or act like they never did anything, so silly.
He just wonder onto my front yard as a puppy with no name tag, nothing. Living out here on a farm out in the no land, people always drop off animals they don't want, and so this lost puppy was found and given a great home. My mother always told me the ones for us, would find us and he did. He found us on his own.
Around December 2011 He was added into my family, and 3 days ago June 14, 2014 he was taken away from me. WITH NO
GOOD REASON was he TAKEN from me!
I KNOW YOU WONT EVER SEE THIS, BUT YOUR KIDS WILL! AND I KNOW THEY WILL TELL YOU!!!
YOU WONT READ THIS, BUT YOUR NO BETTER THEN MY F*CKING FATHER, MY F*CKING A**HOLE FATHER WHOLE POISONED MY OLD DOGS, YOU DIDN'T EVEN HAVE THE BRAVERY TO F*CKING TELL ME, YOU HAD TO WAIT TILL I F*CKING ASKED ABOUT MY DOG, NO YOU F*CKING COWARD. I HOPE KARMA COMES BACK AT YOU SO HARD, YOU UNEMPLOYMENT SAD EXCUSED OF A F*CKING HUMAN, YOU F*CK UP AS A FATHER TO YOUR SAD EXCUSED FOR KIDS AND YOU CAN'T EVEN HOLD A F*CKING JOB SO YOU HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THEN F*CKING KILL MY GOD DAMN DOG, AND NOT F*CKING TELL ME, IF YOU EVER STEP FOOT BY ME, I SWEAR I WILL CALL THE GOD DAMN COPS!
I swear if I didn't have an AMAZING friend helping me, and keeping me clam and happy and away from my house, I'd so go to your house and beat the sh*t out of you. You will NEVER be forgiven, and you have ruined everything, not only did this effect you, you dick! It effected everything and everyone. I want NOTHING to do with YOU. YOU COULD HAVE PICK A BETTER WAY TO HANDLE IT. YOU COULD HAVE.
I love you Sparrow so much. I am sorry I'd failed as a mother/friend. I promised to always keep you safe and it was broken, with no reason to back it up. I am sorry. I am so sorry baby, please forgive me.
This maybe something I shouldn't post in a journal, but I need it off my chest and it was bothering me badly.
I don't feel better at all.